I'M BACK!

Greetings! 

I'm really not sure how to begin. It's been a realllllly crazy ride. I mean, A LOT has happened in my life in the three years post-inauguration of my baby blog. 

For all the newbies on here, I started this blog way back in 2017 as an over-enthusiastic 18-year old, fresh out of writing examinations (my 12th grade boards, my engineering examinations and the examination for being accepted into med school) and with a lot of time on my hands.

I started this blog in hope of passing some time, and to create a virtual diary for myself: somewhere I could look into, in the future. I wanted to jot down a few of my creative ideas - well, sort of how readers often-times bookmark important and creative thoughts in a book, I wanted this blog to be my safeplace- a bookmark to all of my creative and important ideas. 

I'm not really sure what happened, but the good news is...  I GOT INTO MED SCHOOL! Yes, I'm a medical student now, and in no time I'll become a doctor. To being magically attracted to Medicine (Haha, yes, it were the shows Grey's Anatomy and House MD that first ignited the fire in me) to actually competing with other fellow students and getting into med school to now an undergrad for an MBBS degree - IT'S JUST SO UNREAL.

I AM living my dream.

Although, self-doubt did get to me, and that led me to join an engineering college (and Mechanical Engineering, no less) and to actually attend their classes for a week before I realized I had indeed gotten into med school. It was an exciting experience and I now laugh at the thought of me becoming a mechanical engineer. Haha. 

The whole thing happened so fast, almost within weeks of me starting my blog. I shifted into a dorm where the network was kinda sucky and that alienated internet for a while. I would come home every fortnight, and my wi-fi connection would often disappoint me. I was often immersed in a sea of work, and the idea of drowning in it scared me. 

All excuses aside, I did become lazy and the thought of writing another blogpost often mentally exhausted me. If I had the resources and time, I didn't have the will. I could generate a lot of content but the very idea of typing them out kept it from actually happening. 

Being lazy is so dangerous. You could get so used to it, and the clock would just tick away. 

If I now have to list out all the productive things I've done since then, they would easily fit onto a piece of paper. I've literally slept half my time away. Ugh. 

When I look back into my first post on my blog, I also realize I have fallen back on my promise: a promise to self that I would find time for what I loved and work on it. When the truth is simple: I gave up. Well, ALMOST. 

At this point into typing, I have a strong urge to go on a rant about how COVID-19 is all over the place, and I haven't even so much as stepped out of home in the last 4 months since classes were suspended and I came back home, but I believe it would take away the whole essence of this being a new-beginning, come-back kind of a post. (LOL.)

But boy, am I lucky to having had celebrated my 21st birthday literally a week before the lockdown began and the numbers of the people affected with the disease blew infinitely out of proportion!

It only took a global pandemic and months of lockdown, but, guess what? I'M BACK. 🥺 

Embrace yourselves for a ride full of virtual feasts ;) 


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